Notes August 11-?
– get stuff for juice:
Cucumbers
Beets
Celery
Spinach
Ginger
Carrot
Lemon
Apple
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Chicken
Coffee x3
Some eggs
Peanut butter
Juice
During nap:
workout
Shower
write
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Job possibility:
email Alex Davis asap
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– pick up purse
– buy more stuff for juice
– buy hair dye
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TJ list
Bananas
Apples
Blueberries
Chicken
Ground beef or turkey maybe
Tortillas x2
Bread x2
Peanut butter
Almond butter
Kale
Stuff for kid lunches
Check for milk cream etc
Dinner tomorrow?
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ATTICUS babysitter 9am
Therapist appt tomorrow 11am
Run
Help Lo with application
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Are all the things I’m doing ok?
Heart forever divided
So many drifting hearts
Bound up inside me
I’m scared
Like a wide eyed animal
I’m on top of the world
Like a wide eyed ghost.
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It’s ok
Says my heartbeat
It’s ok
To want
To be unsatisfied
To be distracted
But
How many things are ok?
To write half heartedly?
To be a lazy creative?
Too linear
Too by the book
Is it ok
To be shy
To be direct?
What about
Selfish?
Guarded?
Not guarded?
An open book.
“It’s all
OK,”
he said.
ALL CAPS.
Powerful.
Definitive.
“ITS OK.”
(A particular “he” said.)
(The proverbial “he” said.)
(They always say it, don’t they?)
I think we should
probably define
“ok” first
maybe.
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Therapist Appt
-talk about weekend/ food issues/ JL issues
– BLA BLA BLA
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Movies to see:
Interiors
Beginners
that movie about sugar neighbor talks about
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peace is found
in subtlety
in paper thin
moons
in curb sitting
introspection
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pay credit card before kids wake up
drop big kids 8:05
sign up B for art class 8:10
drop A 8:30
laundry 9:00
pop physique 9:45
deal with YMCA stuff 11 (maybe)
go to reservoir park, pay for soccer 12 ish
get turtle from erica 12:30
TJ 1-1:30
buy caroline tampons at lassens and drop them at 2
call and withdrawal from ucla 2:30
pick up A 3
give turtle to lindsey 3:15
get big kids 4:30
home
dinner with neighbors
baths yes no maybe… B def a shower at minimum
bed
