I experience love
as hunger
a deprivation
at
its core
Monthly Archives: May 2016
sad boy haiku
I think
you could fill a room
with the tears
of all the men
I have loved
skinny black girls pushing strollers
to
those
skinny black girls
I see
pushing strollers
downtown:
am I allowed
just for a second
to say
that I get you?
I get you
at least more
than I get
those
eastside girls
I see
pushing
strollers
on sunset blvd
with men
holding
diaper
bags
and
purses
on the way
to brunch
I see you over there
walking down San Pedro
with a couple of kids
in one of those cheap
umbrella strollers
they sell at rite-aid
you see me over here
walking down San Pedro
with a couple of kids
and a borrowed dress
from urban outfitters
that I say
is vintage
I feel you
check me
out
eyeing the
baby on my hip
and wondering
why I’m
here
you feel me too
check you out
embarrassed
we see our
babies and
we scan our
bodies
we pass
inspection
and smile
at each other
proud
of
the shape of
our thighs
we’ve lost
so many things
in this fire
but not these!
I want to tell
you
that you are
beautiful
but I don’t
and I won’t
you nod at
me though
and
I feel like a
country peasant
just touched
by the
queen
a man
peeing
in the street
holds his penis
with one hand
and
proposes
to us
with the other
as if we are one
we refocus
our attention
on our own
bodies
don’t worry
though
I know
you win this
but I’ll
keep it real
for you
anyways
until next
time
Michael J.
“I was a dog on a short chain
but now there is no chain”
“on the farm
in the county
you don’t need
to put no dog on
no chain”
//
in one breath he says
“I tell the truth to
everyone, but
some people just
can’t handle
the truth”
in the next breath
he says that
he lives in the
valley with
his wife Selena
Gomez
aren’t we all like this?