“There are no gestures, words, or sighs that do not contain the sum of all the crimes human beings have committed, and commit.”
are mine to master,
all the better to get
“just let the soft
animal of your body
love what it loves,”
I give myself to ___
not because I am good at ___
but because ___ makes me happy.
I built my house by the sea.
Not on the sands, mind you,
not on the shifting sand.
And I built it out of rock.
A strong house
by a strong sea.
And we got well acquainted, the sea and I.
Not that we spoke much.
We met in silences,
respectful, keeping our distance
but looking our thoughts across the fence of sand.
Always the fence of sand our barrier,
always the sand between.
And then one day
(and I still don’t know how it happened)
the sea came.
Without welcome even.
Not sudden and swift, but a shifting across the sand like wine,
less like the flow of water than the flow of blood.
Slow, but flowing like an open wound.
And I thought of flight, and I thought of drowning, and I thought of death.
But while I thought, the sea crept higher till it reached my door.
And I knew that there was neither flight nor death nor drowning.
That when the sea comes calling you stop being good neighbors,
Well acquainted, friendly from a distance neighbors.
And you give your house for a coral castle
And you learn to breathe under water.
– Carol Bialock