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Stuff to get on vinyl:
Jolie holland- catalpa
Beck- one foot in the grave
Some mother fucking Garth Brooks
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Girl music:
Joanna newsom- Swansea, gallop, this side of the blue
Jolie holland- damn shame, roll my blues away, old fashioned morphine
Angel Olsen- safe in the womb?
Jessica Pratt- bushel Hyde
Cocorosie- terrible Angels / housewife/ werewolf
Josephine foster- all I wanted was the moon
Nico- I’ll be your mirror
Maybe make a playlist in the morning?
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That hair:
Yellow
Brown
Red
They scurry off
To beds unmade
But contained.
It all
Spills out but
I adore the smell
Of their morning
breath any how.
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Dye hair blacker
Price out ghost tattoo
Stop being an idiot
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I feel so naked and vulnerable around you
It makes me sick
To my
Stomach.
Puke
(barfe).
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write out a stand-up bit with LT
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Nut butter
and coffee
and Avocado
and Kombucha
and salad
and chicken
and Tea
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What would make me feel good:
eating better things,
not using social media,
writing things out longhand,
leaning back a little bit,
looking for job or committing to grad school, which one?
//
Look up:
Wild belle / major laser – be together
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Why does it smell like an asshole in my car?
//
I just blew my caloric load on trail mix
I lost my whole dinner to M&Ms and raisins
while I was driving
Burroughs swatting my hand away from his bag
on the freeway.
why am I a child?
Somebody tell me.
and why do I care?
Somebody else tell me.
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Beck- a western harvest field by moonlight
–> lampshade
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Get guitar back
Find Guitar lessons!!!
Sign B up for soccer asap
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A list of things that taste good:
1. Cold chicken noodle soup out of OR still in a can
2. Coffee with too much cream
3. KOMBUCHA in all varieties
4. Upside down cake in all varieties
5. Avocados
6. Guacamole
7. Margaritas with pineapple juice instead of the mix
8. The kisses of someone who ate the aforementioned items
9. Cold chicken in general
10. vegetable broth
11. Green juice, when it tastes like grass
12. Pennies
13. Nutella
14. Altoids
15. Bacon
16. Bacon and avocado mashed together into a big glory pile
17. Blueberries
18. Cold tortillas out of the fridge but I try not to do this too often, I have a tendency to go over board
19. Peanut Butter
20. Cashew butter
21. Almond butter
22. Coconut butter
23. All the butters
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“I am
determined to
bump into some
other similar bundle
of molecules
residing
this side of heaven.”
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Say too much
Say too little
Say too much
Say too little
Say too much
Say too little
Say too much
Say too little
and on and on
it goes.
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Therapist:
What do you want
Uphold boundaries
Don’t judge myself r now
(Or ever? Impossible)
How I am feeling/acting makes sense
(But is it OK, I mean serial killer’s actions make sense in certain respects right?)
If I could wave a magic wand what would my relationship with X look like right now
(“A year from now ….”. “No not a year from now, now”.)
Balance
(“I know nothing about balance. It’s not a possibility for me for any length of time”. “Well we should talk about that.”)
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Job hunt
Write things
CLEAN UR CAR you disgusting freak
