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Stuff to get on vinyl:

Jolie holland- catalpa

Beck- one foot in the grave

Some mother fucking Garth Brooks

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Girl music:

Joanna newsom- Swansea, gallop, this side of the blue

Jolie holland- damn shame, roll my blues away, old fashioned morphine

Angel Olsen- safe in the womb?

Jessica Pratt- bushel Hyde

Cocorosie- terrible Angels / housewife/ werewolf

Josephine foster- all I wanted was the moon

Nico- I’ll be your mirror

Maybe make a playlist in the morning?

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That hair:

Yellow

Brown

Red

They scurry off

To beds unmade

But contained.

 

It all

Spills out but

I adore the smell

Of their morning

breath any how.

//

Dye hair blacker

Price out ghost tattoo

Stop being an idiot

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I feel so naked and vulnerable around you

It makes me sick

To my

Stomach.

Puke

(barfe).

//

//

write out a stand-up bit with LT

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Nut butter

and coffee

and Avocado

and Kombucha

and salad

and chicken

and Tea

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What would make me feel good:

eating better things,

not using social media,

writing things out longhand,

leaning back a little bit,

looking for job or committing to grad school, which one?

//

Look up:

Wild belle / major laser – be together

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Why does it smell like an asshole in my car?

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I just blew my caloric load on trail mix

I lost my whole dinner to M&Ms and raisins

while I was driving

Burroughs swatting my hand away from his bag

on the freeway.

why am I a child?

Somebody tell me.

and why do I care?

Somebody else tell me.

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Beck- a western harvest field by moonlight

–> lampshade

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Get guitar back

Find Guitar lessons!!!

Sign B up for soccer asap

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A list of things that taste good:

1. Cold chicken noodle soup out of OR still in a can

2. Coffee with too much cream

3. KOMBUCHA in all varieties

4. Upside down cake in all varieties

5. Avocados

6. Guacamole

7. Margaritas with pineapple juice instead of the mix

8. The kisses of someone who ate the aforementioned items

9. Cold chicken in general

10. vegetable broth

11. Green juice, when it tastes like grass

12. Pennies

13. Nutella

14. Altoids

15. Bacon

16. Bacon and avocado mashed together into a big glory pile

17. Blueberries

18. Cold tortillas out of the fridge but I try not to do this too often, I have a tendency to go over board

19. Peanut Butter

20. Cashew butter

21. Almond butter

22. Coconut butter

23. All the butters
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“I am

determined to

bump into some

other similar bundle

of molecules

residing

this side of heaven.”

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Say too much

Say too little

Say too much

Say too little

Say too much

Say too little

Say too much

Say too little

and on and on

it goes.

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Therapist:

What do you want

Uphold boundaries

Don’t judge myself r now

(Or ever? Impossible)

How I am feeling/acting makes sense

(But is it OK, I mean serial killer’s actions make sense in certain respects right?)

If I could wave a magic wand what would my relationship with X look like right now

(“A year from now ….”. “No not a year from now, now”.)

Balance

(“I know nothing about balance. It’s not a possibility for me for any length of time”. “Well we should talk about that.”)

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Job hunt

Write things

CLEAN UR CAR you disgusting freak